I was too nervous to try an app, afraid it would show up on my phone plan, and felt craigslist was my best bet for discretion.
Maybe it was the pot, maybe it was because I was so horny either way I hopped on google to look for a way to meet men. I wasnt embarassed this time though and instead going over scenarios in my head, meeting a black god and letting him take my anal virginity. I was halfway through a scene of a large black man stretching a tiny white boy with his massive cock that I took notice of my own fingers sloppily playing with my hole like a womans pussy. I started smoking and looking for another porn vid to help me cum, somehow drifting into gay porn. I stopped after the first finger opened me open and, embarassed, I began rolling a joint. It was then, in my stoned haze, my fingers wandered down to my tight asshole and started lightly brushing the entrance. The second night she was gone I had been trying to get off watching some porn but was slowly getting annoyed cus I couldnt get hard. On that fateful night I was sexually frustrated my gf had gone to Barbados with her parents for a week and masterbating didnt cut it anymore, so I was horny and losing patience. The following story takes place a couple of years ago when I first turned 18 I'd been together with the same woman since my freshman year of high school and had only had a thought or two about anything gay, I hadnt even kissed a man yet.
